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Alrighty, but thanks. Not sure what to do with all of this, but it's helpful. [Hopefully.]
ff.
feferii.
are you 2tiill here.
plea2e god 2tiill be here plea2e an2wer me, ii dont know what ii'm goiing two do iif you dont.
look there you 2hould be happy there ii2 me publiicly declariing 2omethiing about my feeliing2 for once in2tead of you haviing two piin me on the piile and force iit out of me.
feferii.
are you 2tiill here.
plea2e god 2tiill be here plea2e an2wer me, ii dont know what ii'm goiing two do iif you dont.
look there you 2hould be happy there ii2 me publiicly declariing 2omethiing about my feeliing2 for once in2tead of you haviing two piin me on the piile and force iit out of me.
karkat'2 gone.
vrii2ka two but fuck iif ii care what happen2 two 2erket 2he can go get murdered iin an alley for all ii care.
kanaya two maybe ii havent heard from her and cant 2eem two get a re2pon2e.
iit'2 liike a fuckiing avalanche, fiir2t iit wa2 TZ and then AA and then everybody el2e ju2t 2tarted two go.
ii ju2t wanted two check and 2ee who el2e ii could 2tiill get iin contact wiith 2o, good, iit'2 fiine, crii2ii2 averted.
vrii2ka two but fuck iif ii care what happen2 two 2erket 2he can go get murdered iin an alley for all ii care.
kanaya two maybe ii havent heard from her and cant 2eem two get a re2pon2e.
iit'2 liike a fuckiing avalanche, fiir2t iit wa2 TZ and then AA and then everybody el2e ju2t 2tarted two go.
ii ju2t wanted two check and 2ee who el2e ii could 2tiill get iin contact wiith 2o, good, iit'2 fiine, crii2ii2 averted.
ivve been thinkin about this place an us an
glub i dont knoww fef
maybe wwe could just admit that fishtakes wwere made
especially on your part but wwaterevver an try to fuckin movve on
[Look at that fish puns, Feferi. He's trying. Of course, he's also not going to admit that he was wrong.]
I t)(ought we weren't going to talk anymore. And you weren't going to make fis)( puns.
Also, I didn't MAK-E any mistakes.
[That's not really something she believes, not entirely, but she's too annoyed to really think on it. Also, she kind of decided on the fish pun thing herself. She's less angry than she was the last time she talked to Eridan, at least.]
BUT if we just leave eac)( ot)(er alone maybe it'll be okay.
Also, I didn't MAK-E any mistakes.
[That's not really something she believes, not entirely, but she's too annoyed to really think on it. Also, she kind of decided on the fish pun thing herself. She's less angry than she was the last time she talked to Eridan, at least.]
BUT if we just leave eac)( ot)(er alone maybe it'll be okay.
No, I'm definitely coming to see you! I won't just leave you all alone!
You're in room 304, rig)(t?
If I )(ave to I'll break in, you know! T)(en I mig)(t mess up all your computer t)(ings and you'll have to redo every)(ing so you )(ave to let me in!
You're in room 304, rig)(t?
If I )(ave to I'll break in, you know! T)(en I mig)(t mess up all your computer t)(ings and you'll have to redo every)(ing so you )(ave to let me in!
Edited 2012-09-23 01:33 (UTC)
okay no fish puns thats fair an kind a generous a you considerin howw ridiculous they make me sound
but i dont wwant to leavve you alone fef
wwere twwo a the only fuckin trolls left in the entire multivverse an wwere the only twwo seadwwellers left in existence
an that might not mean anythin to you but it does to me fef
but i dont wwant to leavve you alone fef
wwere twwo a the only fuckin trolls left in the entire multivverse an wwere the only twwo seadwwellers left in existence
an that might not mean anythin to you but it does to me fef
you attacked me first fef
but arguin about that is not goin to change fuckin anythin
i dont wwant to spend the rest a my life here ignorin you fef
its just idiotic an childish
but arguin about that is not goin to change fuckin anythin
i dont wwant to spend the rest a my life here ignorin you fef
its just idiotic an childish
ff you dont have two do that.
not that ii dont want you two but iit2 not your re2pon2iibiiliity two come runniing two kii22 iit better the 2econd ii 2tart haviing an emotiional crii2ii2, that ii2 not what thii2 quadrant ii2 about.
fuck ii dont even have a piile.
are you goiing two be mad about that becau2e there ii2 ab2olutely nothiing here, ii gue22 ii could throw my laundry on the floor and that would take care of iit?
not that ii dont want you two but iit2 not your re2pon2iibiiliity two come runniing two kii22 iit better the 2econd ii 2tart haviing an emotiional crii2ii2, that ii2 not what thii2 quadrant ii2 about.
fuck ii dont even have a piile.
are you goiing two be mad about that becau2e there ii2 ab2olutely nothiing here, ii gue22 ii could throw my laundry on the floor and that would take care of iit?
i just wwant us to not completely fuckin pretend like the other doesnt exist
its stupid an wwhat if wwe actually do fuckin need each other one day
i mean not that you needin me is vvery likely
its stupid an wwhat if wwe actually do fuckin need each other one day
i mean not that you needin me is vvery likely
fine
if you learn from wwhat you did too fef
im not the only wwho completely fucked up
if you learn from wwhat you did too fef
im not the only wwho completely fucked up
i had no one else fef nobody but you
nobody fuckin wwanted me around not kar not kan
an then i didnt evven get you anymore
[There is a long pause before--]
howw come gam wwas so different
howw come he got another chance an i got fuckin sawwed in half
i still have the fuckin scar fef splitting me in twwo
he gets a moirail an friends an all a you trippin ovver yourselvves to make him happy
nobody fuckin wwanted me around not kar not kan
an then i didnt evven get you anymore
[There is a long pause before--]
howw come gam wwas so different
howw come he got another chance an i got fuckin sawwed in half
i still have the fuckin scar fef splitting me in twwo
he gets a moirail an friends an all a you trippin ovver yourselvves to make him happy
yeah ii gue22 that could work.
maybe iif ii 2hove iit off the frame onto the floor or 2omethiing.
ii'll leave the door open for you, you can ju2t come on up.
ii would go down but fuck ii kiind of ju2t.
ii'm 2o tiired ff.
ii dont want two be here iin the fiir2t place.
ii dont want two 2ee our friiend2 here but what'2 the alternatiive, 2tayiing there and dyiing?
ii dont want two 2ee them leave agaiin and agaiin.
ii dont want two deal wiith iit anymore but iif ii dont fiigure out how two do 2omethiing who el2e ii2 goiing two?
nobody that2 who.
but liike there ii2 liiterally nothiing ii am capable of doiing anymore whiich ii2 only compoundiing the ii22ue of how 2pectacularly u2ele22 ii wa2 two begiin wiith!
fuck.
ju2t
hurry up.
maybe iif ii 2hove iit off the frame onto the floor or 2omethiing.
ii'll leave the door open for you, you can ju2t come on up.
ii would go down but fuck ii kiind of ju2t.
ii'm 2o tiired ff.
ii dont want two be here iin the fiir2t place.
ii dont want two 2ee our friiend2 here but what'2 the alternatiive, 2tayiing there and dyiing?
ii dont want two 2ee them leave agaiin and agaiin.
ii dont want two deal wiith iit anymore but iif ii dont fiigure out how two do 2omethiing who el2e ii2 goiing two?
nobody that2 who.
but liike there ii2 liiterally nothiing ii am capable of doiing anymore whiich ii2 only compoundiing the ii22ue of how 2pectacularly u2ele22 ii wa2 two begiin wiith!
fuck.
ju2t
hurry up.
You're not useless. We'll talk about it w)(en I get t)(ere, okay? I'm almost t)(ere!
It'll be okay, I promise!
[She'll peek into his room as soon as she gets there, which is sort of kind of like knocking in that she doesn't walk in yet. Sort of.]
Hey, Sollux?
It'll be okay, I promise!
[She'll peek into his room as soon as she gets there, which is sort of kind of like knocking in that she doesn't walk in yet. Sort of.]
Hey, Sollux?
thats wwhat im fuckin talkin about
he killed nep an eq for no fuckin reason an kar still caters to his every fuckin wwhim
an evven youre worried about his damn wworthless clowwn ass
he killed nep an eq for no fuckin reason an kar still caters to his every fuckin wwhim
an evven youre worried about his damn wworthless clowwn ass
ff.
hold me ii forgot two tell you thii2 and iit dii2gu2t me every 2econd ii thiink about iit but ii thiink iit'2 better two tell you than have you fiind out later that ii knew and diidn't 2ay 2omethiing.
eriidan ha2 a giirlfriiend.
hold me ii forgot two tell you thii2 and iit dii2gu2t me every 2econd ii thiink about iit but ii thiink iit'2 better two tell you than have you fiind out later that ii knew and diidn't 2ay 2omethiing.
eriidan ha2 a giirlfriiend.
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